Disqualified
If I told you I how it is
would you sympathise?
Maybe forgive for all I said
if I apologise?
You held my hand yesterday,
so dare I hope for a kiss?
'Coz if you kicked me in the ribs
it couldn't hurt as much as this.
I do so well to play the game,
I wear a mask to hide my shame,
inside I'm crying, crying, crying!
'coz I've been disqualified, disqualified, disqualified
for being me.
If I told you how it is
would you leave me so bereft?
Would you hold me in your arms,
let me drown this pain in death?
Now I wonder who to blame,
I really don't understand
why I'm drowning in your ocean
but yes I am.
I have confusion in my brain
I have this heart so full of pain,
I think I'm dying, dying, dying
'coz I've been disqualified, disqualified, disqualified
for being me.
Must I burn in your sunlight
or be frozen in your shade?
No ghost, no demons
could ever make me......so afraid!
I did so well to play the game
but now my heart's so full of pain,
I know I'm dying, dying, dying
'coz I've been disqualified, disqualified, disqualified
for being me.
